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It's been a long 2 weeks for both Giles and Willow. Willow was still
recuperating from being attacked and raped by Spike and Giles was still
blaming himself about what happened to Willow. The only thing he didn't
feel
guilty about was letting Ripper come out and stake Spike's sorry butt.
Other
than that things seemed to be going back to normal. Buffy didn't have
to
worry about Spike anymore, she could concentrate on other issues. Willow
went back to being Hacker girl extrodinaire!! And Giles was back to
being
Watcher and librarian. The only thing that didn't go back to the way
it was
before the attack was Giles and Willow's relationship. Ever since the
attack,
both Willow and Giles knew that they loved each other but for some
reason,
mostly out of guilt Giles didn't try to further the relationship.
While working on the computer in the library, Willow couldn't help but
sneak
glances at Giles hoping that he would go to her and take her in his
arms
telling her he loved her. Willow knew he was having a tough time about
Spikes attack. She knew this because Giles would confine in Buffy and
then
Buffy would tell Willow everything. Buffy told Willow to give him time,
that
he'd come around. She knew in her heart that Buffy was right, hopefully
Giles would come around and she hoped it would be soon.
Sitting at his desk, Giles continued to stare over at Willow, he couldn't
help but wonder what she was thinking about. She had a very pensive
look on
her face. He kept telling himself that staying away from Willow was
for her
own good. But in fact all he wanted to do was get up and take her in
his
arms and never let go. He knew that Willow was the woman he wanted
to spend
the rest of his life with. But would she want him?
Standing up, Giles decided it was time to talk to Willow about want
she wants
from him and what he wants from her.
Deep into though Willow didn't realize that Giles got up and walked
over to
her until she felt his hand on her shoulder. Tuning around Willow yelped
and
then realizing who it was blushed a very deep shade of red.
With a concerned look in his eyes he asked, "What were you thinking
of dear?
Anything I can help with?"
Before she answered, Willow's heart began to swell, she noticed that
Giles
called her dear.
She sighed and looked down. "It's nothing. It's not important, I was
just
daydreaming I guess."
Giles noted t he sadness in her eyes when she said this. "Willow, don't
you
know that when it comes to you, everything is important? You know you
can
talk to me. I am always here for you."
Willow started to cry, shocked Giles took her into his arms, whispering
comforting words in her ear.
"Why can't things be like it was before the attack? Giles, I've moved
on,
why can't you?" She looked up at him with tears in her eyes.
Giles couldn't resist her when she looked at him like that. Bending
his head
down, he gave her a very sweet and soft kiss on her lips. Willow moved
her
hands up around his neck and held on to him for dear life.
"Giles I don't want to let you go. Don't you realize how happy you make
me?
Don't you know that if I didn't have you, I would have died after the
attack?
Thinking of you got me through it."
"Oh Willow, if I could have only protected you from that whole ordeal!
You
should have never had to have gone through that. I am so sorry my love."
He crushed Willow against him and killed her passionately. The kiss
seemed
to go on forever, and Willow wished that it would but she had to breathe.
"Umm Giles? Breath, Breathing is a good thing here, not that what you
are
doing isn't great, it's better than great, it's……"
"Willow, have I ever told you how truly beautiful you are when you babble?"
Willow placed her hand on his cheek, "Well Mr. Giles, did I ever tell
you how
handsome you are when you defend my honor and get all Ripper on me?"
Looking at her with a mischievous look in his eye, "Well Willow I am
shocked!
I didn't know that my other half turned you on."
Willow's face turned beet red and she backed away. "Well, um, I know
that is
shouldn't, but umm, it does. I know, Bad Willow. I shouldn't be saying
these
things, I shouldn't even be thinking these things. You can tell me
to
shut-up now if you want."
Giles took her by her arm and pulled her to him.
"Willow luv, you can shut-up now."
With that he leaned in and kissed her passionately on her lips and neck.
Willow let herself relax and she started to moan when she felt Giles
prodding
her lips open with his tongue. Willow eagerly accepted it and she heard
Giles moan when her tongue met his.
Willow thought to herself "Oh my Goddess! I made Giles moan! I've never
done that before. Mmm, I wonder what would happen if I did this!" And
with
that Willow ran her hand down his back and over his butt.
Giles pulled Willow closer to him when he felt her hand run over his
butt.
She jumped a bit when she felt his hardness against her stomach.
"Wow Giles, did I do that?"
Looking at how beautiful she is, Giles smiled.
"Yes Willow, that's all you. Look and fee what you do to me. Willow
you make
me the happiest and I should add horniest man in the world. Willow,
I love
you with all my heart and soul, you make me feel alive. I know that
when I
am with you I can forget about this hellmouth we live on."
Giles sensed her tensing up, and he looked at her with concern.
"Willow, are you alright? Have I stepped out of line? Am I being a
fool and
you don't feel this way towards me?"
Willow saw the hurt in his eyes and she wanted to kick herself because
she
knew she was the reason why it was there. She threw her hands on his
shoulders.
"Giles… Don't look above my head, look at me.. Please? You are not being
a
fool at all, I was just shocked to actually hear you say all of those
beautiful things to me. No one has ever told me anything like that
before.
Giles, I love you, you make me happy. I cannot see my life without
you in
it. You Rupert, are who I want! I don't care about our age difference.
I'm
18, I'm an adult. I know what I want and I want you!"
All the while saying this, Willow was backing Giles towards the table.
And
at this last sentence she pushed him onto the table and began to kiss
him
with such a passion she was crying at the same time.
Giles pulled away and Willow noticed he had tears in his eyes also.
He saw
that she was about to say something but he put his finger against her
lips to
silence her.
"Hush dear, let me say something. I want to ask you something."
Taking her hands into his, he spike in a hushed voice filled with emotion.
"Willow, as I have told you, I love you so much. You are my reason for
living."
Giles bent down on one knee and looked up into her eyes.
"Willow Rosenberg, would you do me the honor of becoming my…."
Right then the library door swung open. Both Giles and Willow looked
towards
the door.
"Hullo luvs, Miss Edith told me you tow were bad and you killed my Spiky.
Now
I'm going to have to kill you."
Drusilla walked towards Giles as Willow fainted onto the floor.
To be continued
